I always feel your gaze
scraping into my thin veins,
even when you're absent
that feeling still remains.
I always feel your judgement,
in your condescending wake.
You have no right to tell me
all these changes I must make.
I sometimes feel your stutter,
see you tremble in despair
and only now I've realised
we live the same nightmare.
A Piece of my Mind
Tuesday 7 May 2013
Friday 22 February 2013
Tuesday 9 October 2012
A Lynchian Obsession
This isn't the best interview as the woman interviewing Lynch doesn't appreciate his style at all, but it talks a lot about Blue Velvet and I found it interesting anyway.
Friday 28 September 2012
Why I Want a Tattoo
It seems that every time I bring up my desire to get a tattoo it instigates the same response - 'Are you sure you've thought this through? I mean, won't you regret it when you're older?' What insanity! There is no way that when I am 64 with a broken hip and painful joints that I am going to look at my tattoo and think 'damn, I wish I didn't have something that reminds me of how great things used to be'. I don't think an ugly tattoo is going to be high in my list of worries, especially as I won't be at the peak of my attractive era anyway.
For a long time I've cherished the idea of getting a tattoo. Impermanence upsets me; things change far too quickly so to think that I could have something that lasts forever is mesmerising. I want to get a tattoo when I feel like I'm at a truly happy point in my life so I have a constant reminder of that.
For a long time I've cherished the idea of getting a tattoo. Impermanence upsets me; things change far too quickly so to think that I could have something that lasts forever is mesmerising. I want to get a tattoo when I feel like I'm at a truly happy point in my life so I have a constant reminder of that.
Thursday 26 July 2012
There's a deep, hollow feeling within my chest.
Do I have a heart at all?
Perhaps I used to but
I feel it has since been stolen from me
and locked away in a distant cave,
it shall never see daylight again.
I will exist in this empty shell
without leaving any trace behind me.
Do not try to help me, change me or love me.
I am beyond recovery now.
Leave me be
and I shall be content
to fade away.
Do I have a heart at all?
Perhaps I used to but
I feel it has since been stolen from me
and locked away in a distant cave,
it shall never see daylight again.
I will exist in this empty shell
without leaving any trace behind me.
Do not try to help me, change me or love me.
I am beyond recovery now.
Leave me be
and I shall be content
to fade away.
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